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ai \u00eentrebat cum \u00eemi este ziua<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0219i \u00een loc s\u0103 r\u0103spund,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

am sim\u021bit cum g\u00e2ndul se desface,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

cum \u00een mine se deschide o dilem\u0103 existen\u021bial\u0103<\/p>\n\n\n\n

tr\u0103it\u0103 \u00eentr-o toamn\u0103 lucid\u0103<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o stare \u00een care iubirea nu se mai simte,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dar nici nu dispare complet,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

doar se g\u00e2nde\u0219te.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

tramvaiul trecea lent,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ca o propozi\u021bie care se teme s\u0103-\u0219i \u00eenchid\u0103 sensul,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0219i cafeaua din m\u00e2na mea<\/p>\n\n\n\n

devenea un instrument de m\u0103surare a t\u0103cerii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103 ziua mea seam\u0103n\u0103 cu tine:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

prea con\u0219tient\u0103 de sine,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

prea lucid\u0103 ca s\u0103 mai poat\u0103 fi simpl\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

totul are forma unei demonstra\u021bii ratate,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

iar aerul miroase a ra\u021biune uzat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

te-am rev\u0103zut \u00een g\u00e2nd,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nu ca b\u0103rbat,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ci ca o formul\u0103 pe care o tot recitesc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

f\u0103r\u0103 s-o mai cred,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dar nici nu pot s-o uit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

erai exact, aproape abstract,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

un tip de prezen\u021b\u0103 care nu se mi\u0219c\u0103,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

doar influen\u021beaz\u0103 aerul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

aveai \u00een t\u0103cere ceva ce p\u0103rea matematic,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o ordine care se ap\u0103r\u0103 de via\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00ee\u021bi pl\u0103ceau ideile mai mult dec\u00e2t oamenii<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0219i femeile care te ascultau doar pe jum\u0103tate,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

pentru c\u0103 restul t\u0103cerii \u021bi-l doreai pentru tine,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ca pe o form\u0103 de proprietate intelectual\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nici nu cred c\u0103 te-am iubit,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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poate doar am confundat un reflex de toamn\u0103<\/p>\n\n\n\n

cu o form\u0103 de revela\u021bie,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

cum confunzi \u00een tramvai geamul cu cerul<\/p>\n\n\n\n

c\u00e2nd cafeaua \u00eenc\u0103 e cald\u0103 \u0219i g\u00e2ndurile sunt vagi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam la tine printre oameni<\/p>\n\n\n\n

care nu mai cred \u00een sens,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nici \u00een poezie,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nici \u00een Dumnezeu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

doar \u00een notific\u0103ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

noiembrie curge \u00een mine ca o strad\u0103 ud\u0103,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

fiecare frunz\u0103 e o ipotez\u0103 ratat\u0103 despre eternitate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0103 sim\u021beam stoic\u0103, dar f\u0103r\u0103 \u0219coal\u0103,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ca un Seneca care a pierdut tramvaiul<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0219i \u00eencearc\u0103 s\u0103-\u0219i salveze demnitatea dintr-un latte v\u0103rsat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nu, nu era iubire,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

era doar un exerci\u021biu de metafizic\u0103 aplicat\u0103,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

un mod de a demonstra c\u0103 \u0219i melancolia<\/p>\n\n\n\n

poate avea form\u0103 uman\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

a\u0219a \u00eemi este ziua:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

un paradox bl\u00e2nd,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o aporie care respir\u0103,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o form\u0103 de lini\u0219te care nu crede \u00een sine,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dar continu\u0103 s\u0103 existe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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ai \u00eentrebat cum \u00eemi este ziua \u0219i \u00een loc s\u0103 r\u0103spund, am sim\u021bit cum g\u00e2ndul se desface, cum \u00een mine se deschide o dilem\u0103 existen\u021bial\u0103 tr\u0103it\u0103 \u00eentr-o toamn\u0103 lucid\u0103 o stare \u00een care iubirea nu se mai simte, dar nici nu dispare complet, doar se g\u00e2nde\u0219te. tramvaiul trecea lent, ca o propozi\u021bie care se teme […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/roxannelys.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/roxannelys.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/roxannelys.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roxannelys.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roxannelys.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/roxannelys.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11,"href":"https:\/\/roxannelys.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7\/revisions\/11"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/roxannelys.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roxannelys.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roxannelys.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}